[This story is a chapter in a novel-in-progress. Some of the
situations and characters mentioned refer to other parts of the novel.
This chapter takes place approximately two-thirds of the way through.]
Lily gripped the steering wheel
and stared at the road stretching ahead of her to the western horizon.
She sighed and shifted to try to find a more comfortable position. She
was tired of driving and the day had been a long one. Kit's car wasn't
designed for comfort and he hadn't even installed a radio, not that
Lily wanted to listen to talk shows and Bible stations as she drove
through the wastelands of Utah and Nevada. At least she didn't have to
put up with much traffic other than big trucks carrying freight and
some tourist traffic. The last truck stop was already hours behind her
and lunch was only a memory. Lily rummaged around for her bag of corn
chips in the pile of papers, junk food and garbage on the seat beside
her.
The driving was so monotonous
that she let her thoughts wander toward Kit. It felt like forever and a
day since she had last seen him. Lily had often thought about him since
that brief visit home. She doubted if Kit even knew she had been there
unless his neighbors told him. By that time she would have been miles
away. She had sent Kit a postcard from the wilds of Wyoming, but that
was it. Had he received it? Lily had no idea.
Some days Lily missed Kit more
than others. Especially when the big black car began making strange
noises as it had since shortly after breakfast today. She felt
mechanically inept, didn't know much about engines and didn't care to
learn. The noises emerging from the hood sounded like kobolds armed
with ballpeen hammers attacking some part of the engine. At least Lily
imagined kobolds under the hood since she had been amusing herself with
a book of German folk tales; for all she knew, they might be elves or
sprites, but Lily imagined such creatures would prefer a more peaceful
setting. Now it was late afternoon and the kobolds suddenly got excited
and started swinging the sledgehammers just as she reached the edge of
a forlorn town in Nevada. Lily got the feeling that they weren't going
to let her go much farther. The kobolds apparently got out the matches,
too, as a thin dark plume of smoke snaked out of the hood. The acrid
smoke stung Lily's nose. She turned off the engine before the kobolds
could do any more damage and coasted the rest of the way into town.
"Welcome to Dry Springs," a sign
proclaimed. Lily wondered if anyone in town could exorcise kobolds. She
didn't see any signs advertising exorcism, but she was able to roll as
far as Jimpson Service at the eastern edge of Dry Springs. The car
rattled to a halt, still smoking slightly. Lily leapt out and accosted
the mechanic taking his smoke break by the telephone booth at the edge
of the lot.
Lily peered at his name badge.
"Joshua! I need your help with some kobolds. They're being very bad
today."
Joshua raised his bushy eyebrows
and stared at her for a moment without saying anything. He took a
couple puffs on his cigarette and took his left hand out the pocket of
his dirty blue overalls. Lily thought he probably wondered what kind of
creature she might be, careening into his station in a big black car
and wearing a red mini-skirt, a cummerbund and with her left hand
covered by a gray sock. Lily suspected few well-dressed, beautiful
women visited his station. She figured the heat had gotten to him the
way it seemed to have gotten to her today. Maybe years before, to look
at him with his face all wrinkled from the sun and eyes red from the
dust.
As Lily waited for him to
respond, Joshua chewed on his gray beard for a minute. He took one more
drag on his cigarette, then ground it out with his left foot. "Well,
ma'am, I don't know much about kobolds, but I don't got no one waiting
right now if you want me to look at your car. I smelled the smoke as
soon as you rolled in. You aren't likely to leave Dry Springs anytime
soon without help."
"This isn't really my car," she
began to explain. "Kit knows I have it, though I didn't ask him when I
took it. He's a very nice guy, even if ..."
Joshua cut her off. "Let's just
get the car inside, OK? How long ago did these...er...kobolds start
messing with your engine?"
"About 300 miles ago, I think,"
Lily replied. "I kept telling them to be quiet. They got mad at me and
started really knocking about when I got to Dry Springs. Kit never
warned me..."
Joshua broke in again. It didn't
seem as if he wanted to hear about Kit. "Put it in neutral so we can
roll it in." He strode to the rear of the car.
Lily was so taken aback by
Joshua's brusqueness that she got in the car and fiddled with the gear
shift. She wasn't sure where neutral was, even after driving all the
way up to Alberta and down to Wyoming. She had had to teach herself how
to use the manual transmission the day she drove away from Kit's. The
car had been in reverse for some time before she managed to shift into
low. Lily was, unfortunately, both a poor teacher and a slow student.
Finally she wrestled the gearshift into neutral and the car lurched
forward. Joshua yelled at her, "Turn right for God's sake! Turn right!"
as the big black car threatened to forgo Jimpson Service entirely and
visit the convenience store down the street instead. Lily managed to
wrestle the wheel quickly enough to make the turn into the station,
though not fast enough to avoid a construction barricade.
"I'll take it on in!" Joshua ran
up the car and motioned for her to get out. He took the steering wheel
and slowly pushed it toward the open service bay. "Heh, heh. Just gotta
make sure it's in the right place. Why don't you go in the office and
wait for me there."
Lily walked over to the office
door and stepped inside. The room stank of grease and old cigarette
smoke. She wrinkled her nose and tried not to breathe too deeply. Old
calendars showing bikini-clad women fondling auto parts were hanging on
the wall. The only chair had some car magazines and a Coke can stacked
on the seat. She decided to stand at the counter to wait for Joshua.
"Is it going to take long?" she asked as soon as he stepped through the
other door behind the counter.
"About an hour for the estimate.
Why don't you come back at 5:00?" Joshua shoved a clipboard with some
papers clipped on. "Here, sign by the 'X' so I can go ahead and make
the estimate."
Lily signed and wandered off,
vaguely thinking about Joshua. If she were in the mood to forget Kit,
she didn't think she would want to take up with a grease monkey in the
middle of God-forsaken Nevada. Still, she liked his flaming red hair
with gray streaks and he had been willing to look at the car even
before she gave him a look he couldn't resist. He had looked intrigued
by her. Lily was sure he didn't have many chances to meet someone like
herself.
The convenience store beckoned to
Lily with the siren call of chips and a soft drink. She started toward
the entrance, but a very small truck perched high above very large
wheels distracted her. A greasy-haired young man in a Led Zeppelin T
shirt clutched the wheel as he roared around the parking lot. Lily
stepped backward into the shrubbery along the edge of the lot to get
out of his way. She tripped on a low branch, but managed to stop her
fall by grabbing the trunk of a small tree. She straightened up and
watched the truck careening past. On the third time around, he cut too
close to the center curb and his back right wheel suddenly lost contact
with the parking lot. The truck began to tip over. There was absolutely
nothing the driver could do except ride it out. The truck seemed to
fall forever. Lily clapped her hands over her ears and squeezed her
eyes shut. Her hands alone couldn't block out the horrible crunch of
crumpling metal and breaking glass. When she opened her eyes, she could
see that the man was lucky enough to be in much better shape than his
truck, which was on its side with the front end pushed up against a
light pole. Glass from the headlight glittered on the pavement and
curb. The driver clambered out of the cab and cursed his truck, himself
and everything in sight. Lily considered complementing Mr. Led Zeppelin
T Shirt on his entertaining show, but thought better of it. She picked
her way out of the shrubbery and ducked into the store as quickly as
she could. He had been trying to impress her with the raw power of his
machine, no doubt. From his curses, audible even over the air
conditioner, he seemed to think it was her fault that his toy wasn't
going to impress anybody now.
The clerk behind the counter, a
little guy with half-glasses and thin, dark hair surrounding a large
bald spot, barely looked up at Lily when she ran in. She couldn't quite
make out which tabloid he was reading, but she could see a headline
which shouted in large red letters, "A Whole Townful of Martians Found
in Desert!!" Maybe that's where she had ended up. So far everyone she
had met was very odd, even if Joshua and the monster truck driver were
only a sample of two. It was too early to tell about the clerk. She
would have to keep an eye on him, too. He might sprout extra arms or an
antenna might emerge from his bald spot while she had her back turned.
The magazine and book rack stood
a comfortable distance away from the little alien behind the counter.
Lily quickly walked to the rack, skirting the display of brightly
packaged fruit pies and glancing back at the clerk. He hadn't shown his
true nature yet and was still reading the tabloid. She relaxed a little
and thumbed through the magazines. Nothing interesting. Just the usual
collection of Time, Newsweek, Gun Lover's Digest, Scorpions and
Tarantulas Monthly. Lily spun the rack to expose the books. She picked
up a spy novel and put it back down after reading the back cover. She
spotted a guidebook on the oversize rack on the bottom, Colorful Towns
and Denizens of the Nevada Desert. Aha, she thought, something useful!
Maybe I can find out where the heck I am. Lily flipped to the index and
ran her finger down the column of names. There it was, Dry Springs, p.
28. She turned back to find page 28. Dry Springs only rated a short
entry and didn't even have an accompanying photograph.
Dry Springs. Pop. 235. Founded 1869 after a lone prospector reported
finding silver ore near the northern outskirts of the present
settlement. The town of Dry Springs doesn't amount to much. A few
businesses line the highway that runs down the center of town. A few
houses and trailers stretch out behind the shops. Silver made Dry
Springs boom in a minor way, once, as the mines south of town made a
few small fortunes during the 1870s. If the highway hadn't come
through, the place would have dried up like so many other desert mining
towns. Even so, the highway is only Nevada State Highway 27 and not an
interstate; barring another silver strike, Dry Springs will probably
continue its slow slide into obscurity. Perhaps it may leave behind
another ghost town which is more interesting than the living town.
Lily glanced at some of the other
entries. Most of the places seemed more interesting than Dry Springs.
Just her luck to be forced to spend a couple hours in a place that
would be more interesting dead than alive. A loud scraping noise from
outside caught her attention. She looked out the heavily tinted window
to see a tow truck struggling to upright the crumpled truck in the
parking lot. She put the guidebook back in the rack and watched as the
tow truck's winch slowly pulled the truck upright. The tow truck
driver's red hair looked familiar. When the monster truck was finally
back on four wheels, the red-haired man turned around.
"Joshua!" Lily walked closer to the window to get a better look.
"What?" grunted a voice to Lily's left.
Lily turned her head and saw the
clerk peering at her over the top of his half-glasses. She shook her
head. She hadn't realized that she was speaking out loud. The clerk
went back to his paper, his bald spot still empty of antennae. Lily
turned her attention back to the tow truck. Joshua was hooking up the
hoist on the monster truck front wheels. I suppose this means he must
have already finished with Kit's car, Lily thought, if he has time
enough to rescue an idiot.
A few minutes later, the tow
truck pulled out of the parking lot carrying Mr. Led Zeppelin T Shirt's
toy on the back. Lily watched as Joshua eased the truck out to the
street and turned right. She went back to the magazine rack and looked
at the spy novels for a little longer. She felt bored. She had loitered
in the store as long as possible. She left the magazine rack and
prowled through the store in search of corn chips and a Coke. She found
the ones she wanted, walked to the front and dropped them on the
counter with a bang. The clerk jumped and dropped his paper as he stood
up. He looked at the price tags and punched the keys on the cash
register. "$3.77, including tax," he said.
Lily noted that he had the usual
number of arms. She rummaged around in her little waist bag and found
three dollar bills, three quarters and only one penny. She dumped them
in a pile on the counter. "Sorry," she said, "I don't have any more
pennies."
The clerk grunted and waved his
hand. "Don't matter. This'll do." He put the money in the drawer,
shoved it closed and handed her the receipt. Lily picked up her
purchases and walked to the door as the clerk dropped to his stool and
picked up his tabloid again.
Lily forced herself out into the
blast furnace. She slowly made her way back to Jimpson Service, staying
in the meager shadows of the buildings as much as she could. When she
reached the garage, the wrecked truck had been towed to the lot and
Joshua was scowling at it. "Got to order some parts for your engine
from Elko," he said, barely looking at her, "Can't get rid of kobolds
unless I get the right parts. I was going to send my lunkhead nephew to
fetch them, but he ain't going nowhere for a while after this little
accident. Motel is down at the other end of town. Should be ready
soon." Joshua was obviously very unhappy about the truck and in no
uncertain terms. Lily thought it would be best if she left as soon as
possible. No amount of staring at him seemed likely to get the car
fixed any sooner.
Lily left the garage again and
walked slowly down the street. The sun beat down. Even though it was
only a couple blocks to the motel, the air was so hot that she felt her
eyeballs burning. She dragged herself past the convenience store with
the broken glass in front and past a few other shops and houses. As the
buildings started thinning out, she looked around and saw the El Loco
Motel and Casino looming to her left. The Vacancy/No Vacancy sign had
been knocked over and was lying in the red pumice stones in front of
the motel. Lily took it as a good omen and walked up to the office.
The door squeaked when she opened
it and banged closed behind her. She blinked in the dim light. A
gray-haired woman was sitting behind the desk watching the TV that was
blaring in the corner. "Do you have a room?" Lily asked.
"Hm. I'll have to check," the
woman answered in a rough, gravely voice. She pulled out a large book
from under the counter and bent over it as she thumbed through the
pages.
"Did you know that your Vacancy sign is broken?" Lily wanted to be helpful.
"Doesn't matter. Been like that
since last year," she said without looking up. "I think you might be in
luck," she said, at last, "We just had a cancellation for Room 32."
"I feel so lucky!" Lily said. She
noticed the woman eyeing her cummerbund and the sock on her left hand.
The gray-haired woman leaned over
the counter. "I'll tell you a secret," she said in a loud whisper.
Lily leaned closer to her so that she could hear better over the TV. "What?"
"We haven't been full in fifteen years!" The woman broke out with a braying laugh.
Lily clutched her hand to her ear. The woman had been too close.
The clerk handed Lily the key for
Room 32. "Just go past the two nickel slot machines and around the
back. You'll see it."
Lily followed the directions,
still holder her hand over her ear. She pushed open the heavy door past
the slot machines and stepped back into the burning late afternoon. The
bright light hurt her eyes and made her forget about her ear. She
blinked and looked around for the right door. Ah, there was no. 32 at
the corner. She walked over and got the key to unlock it after a few
tries. She sniffed at the stale air. It smelled as if a heavy smoker
had lived in it for a few weeks. Maybe even a hint of dead mice. She
sneezed and went in. Dry Springs probably didn't get much better than
this.
[There is some work to be done here. I don't know yet how much,
but it was pointed out that Lily would have been suffering a bit as she
was forced to hang out in Dry Springs. While I don't want to go on for
pages, I agree that it probably is a cheap shot to simply jump to two
days later without SOMETHING happening! gds 12/6]
A couple days later, Lily felt
that she had been stranded in Dry Springs for an eternity. The mechanic
had assured her that he could fix her car soon, but he hadn't said what
soon meant. Lily half-suspected that soon could mean any time short of
a year in Dry Springs. Not that she wanted to insult Dry Springs--it
was just that she hadn't seen anyone moving very fast in the heat. Lily
wasn't moving very fast herself, at any rate. She sat in her room at
the El Loco Motel and Casino and stared through the window at the rocks
and sagebrush which looked distorted by the heat. The sight of the heat
waves reminded her of Kit and fishing in the shimmering pools on the
plaza.
What was Kit doing? Was he
enjoying himself? Was he doing anything interesting with his time? As
much as Lily had liked Kit, sometimes she wondered if he had a life
when she wasn't around. Did Kit make a sound when he fell in the
forest? The thought of Kit falling without a sound made Lily laugh.
Maybe Kit didn't make a sound when he fell, but Lily certainly did
thinking about it. She ran her fingers through her hair and flopped
back on the bed. Maybe Kit didn't even exist when she wasn't with him,
much less make noises in the forest. That, Lily decided, was perhaps
going too far. If the universe revolved around her, she wouldn't be
stuck in a miserable motel in this dreadful town.
Lily rolled over to look at the
phone instructions. She wanted to call Kit, to contact him somehow, to
reassure herself that he really was out there. Not that there was any
way to get hold of him. As far as Lily knew, Kit didn't even own a
phone. He probably wouldn't check her answering machine if she tried to
leave a message at her own house. Contacting the Naybors, the couple
living across the street from Kit, was out of the question, since they
refused to have anything to do with either Kit or Lily except to spy on
them so they could gossip. In this heat, the effort of reaching Kit
seemed too difficult.
She rolled on her back again and
stared at the reflected heat waves playing across the flocked ceiling.
Kit was fine. She didn't want to be missing him that much. Here in this
heat, here in this town, here in this crummy motel room that stank of
cigarettes, Lily felt very alone. She didn't feel like a wild woman. A
limp rag, perhaps. Even a wildly dressed and attractive rag. But a wild
woman able to handle anything and everything? Not right now, thank you
very much.
Lily stood up, glanced at the
desert and slipped her black dress over her head. Nothing left to do
save taking a good, cool bath. She had to flick some decidedly dead,
but unidentifiable insects out of the tub. Lily wasn't all that
fastidious--nonetheless, she feared some of the bugs might not be all
that dead and would revive in the bath water.
The bath filled with cool water.
Lily slipped off the rest of her clothes and eased into the tub. She
was too tall to fit comfortably in this tub. The water felt good even
so. As she relaxed, Kit began creeping into her thoughts again.
Everything would probably be worse if he were here. Lily loved him in
many ways, even if she couldn't think of that many right now. She liked
his agreeable nature. On the other hand, Kit's agreeableness often
edged into spinelessness and that was one of the reasons she left. As
much as Lily liked ordering people around, Kit's obsequiousness had
started to get on her nerves.
Kit had needed Lily in his life.
At least that is what Lily believed when she first got to know him. And
he was romantic--in a funny sort of way. Lily sighed and sank deeper in
the bath. She could still see Kit rolling up in his big black car for
the first time. She remembered how he looked vaguely dangerous. And she
loved the carrot juice he always kept on hand. The car reeked slightly
of old carrot juice even after so long. Lily found carrot juice to be
extremely rare in the places she visited these days.
When Lily had left Ted, or had
more accurately been thrown out by Ted, and had taken on Kit in his
place, Kit had seemed more fun than Ted had been and more open to her
charms. Lily didn't quite understand what had happened. Perhaps if she
hadn't accidentally roared off in the big black car, she would have
been quite happy reforming Kit until the cows came home. Maybe she
would have gone back to him if she hadn't been beaned with a golf ball.
That blow seemed to change her outlook on life and she had had a lot of
time to herself driving around the country. Kit might not believe in a
thoughtful Lily--it was almost as bad as believing in the Tooth Fairy
(which he had until his early twenties)--but here she was, thinking a
great deal. Lily felt slightly worried about herself.
Late night. Lily lay awake and
restless. The desert air made her feel desiccated despite her long
bath. She wished she could be somewhere else-- almost anywhere else,
especially if she could have clean sheets. The sheets at the El Loco
hadn't been too clean when she checked in three days ago and each hot
night made them less attractive. Crisp, good smelling sheets might go a
long way toward making her stay a happier one. Confused thoughts of
kobolds, Kit, the car and Kit's dog, Baby Dee, tumbled around her head.
Perhaps she wasn't as awake as she thought.
Lily stood in a grand room
covered with paintings of nymphs, shepherds and cherubs. Kit stood next
to her in black tails. Although tails were far from Kit's usual style,
Lily found him unbearably attractive. He looked at her and leaned
toward her ear. "Lily, you are so beautiful!" he murmured. She looked
around the room. Lily gazed herself in the mirror that she noticed to
her right. Her long white dress flowed over her, strikingly contrasting
with the requisite cummerbund. Her hair was combed, for once, and
tumbled over her shoulders. "I am beautiful, aren't I, Kit?" She spun
slowly. Her dress and hair floated out around her.
Lily somehow knew that she and
Kit should move to the door opposite the mirror. They almost glided.
Kit needed no coaxing. Lily was enjoying this unfamiliar, suave Kit. As
they neared the door, it swung open silently and they moved through to
enter a softly lit ballroom.
"Lilian Annelise Falandini and
Christopher Edward Bean," a deep voice announced. Lily glanced around
to find the voice. An extremely tall man with purple tails and a large
gray sock over his left hand stood in the shadows to their right. "Go
ahead," he gestured. Lily could see a swirling throng of couples on the
floor moving to the strains of a waltz. Lily froze in a sudden panic.
"I don't know how to waltz, Kit!" she whispered in his ear. "Of course
you do," Kit whispered back. Lily relaxed. Kit was right. She had just
forgotten for a moment.
"Go ahead," the doorman gestured
again. They stepped forward and let the music guide them toward the
dance. They entered the swirling mass at the center and were swept
around the floor. Kit led gently and with confidence. Lily cast him an
admiring look and he smiled back at her. This was not the Kit Lily knew
so well. She had never seen this elegant side of him and she liked it.
Some of the other couples looked familiar. Lily recognized Ted and his
friend Laura. Despite her stormy history with Ted, Lily felt happy to
see him. Keith and Philip swept past. Nearby were Eleanor and a
handsome man whom Lily knew only by sight. Lily's friend Marika and her
friend Hans passed to her left and Marika winked at Lily as she passed.
Even the Naybors were dancing. Lily had had no idea that they could
look so happy together or be so light on their feet. "Hello, Poopsies!"
Erna Naybor called out as she moved by.
Lily closed her eyes and leaned
into Kit. She smelled the dry leaves smell of his hair and skin as she
brushed his cheek. She felt herself grow intoxicated with the motion,
the music and Kit. She thought fuzzily that it was all so unusual, so
strange, but so lovely that she didn't care. When Lily finally opened
her eyes again, the floor was gone. Stars glimmered where the walls had
stood. The music played on from somewhere and the couples floated in
air. Any other time Lily might worry about dancing in mid-air but now
it seemed perfectly natural. As she watched, all the couples began
moving apart until all Lily could see were specks of color moving
against the stars. Then the specks faded away and the two of them
danced alone among the stars to the soft music that still played. Lily
felt so happy and peaceful. She wanted to dance forever. No desert, no
unhappy cars, no worries.
She closed her eyes and leaned
against Kit again. After a while, all she knew was the sound of the
music and turning round and round. The music had changed. Waltzing
still, but now it seemed that all she could hear was a lone trombone.
She opened her eyes and there was Kit--no longer dancing with her,
sitting cross-legged on the roof of his car, trombone to his lips. Lily
could see him crinkle up his eyes as he smiled at her through his
playing. Lily smiled back and danced around the car by herself.
Kit finally came to the end of
the waltz. He set the trombone down and clambered off the roof. He
caught Lily by the hand. "Thank you for the dance. You were wonderful,"
he whispered and kissed her lightly on the cheek. "You're welcome,
Kit."
"Good-bye, Lily." Kit let go of
her hand and went back the car. He put the trombone away, got in and
started the engine. "Wait, Kit, don't go yet! I want another dance!"
Kit waved and quietly drove away
into the darkness. Lily closed her eyes. She tried to bring him back.
She tried to hear the music again. When she opened them again, the
early morning light streamed through the window. The El Loco was even
quieter than usual. It was just as miserable as before, but Lily's mood
had changed and it didn't seem to matter any more.
Lily checked out of the motel
that morning. She felt determined to escape from Dry Springs. She
carried her bags along the highway back to Jimpson Service and prepared
herself for arguing with Joshua. She was surprised to see the big black
car sitting out in the lot. Joshua waved to her from the service bay
where he was working on another car. He told her the parts had come in
late afternoon yesterday and the car was ready. Those kobolds were
definitely exorcised.
Lily paid for the repairs with
her credit card. She noted that Kit must have paid her bills on time.
Maybe that was proof enough that Kit existed. The car seemed in order.
The fishing pole was still in the back. Nothing looked different, so
she got in and started the engine. Joshua was right; the kobolds were
gone. Lily eased the car into gear and pulled out of the service
station, missing the tire display by a good three inches. She managed
to get all the way through Dry Springs without incident and shifted
into a higher gear as she left the city limit sign behind her. Kit
wasn't so far off, even if he probably wasn't the elegant, dancing Kit.
She glanced at herself in the mirror. She wasn't quite as elegant
either. It didn't seem to matter, somehow. Lily looked forward to
reaching the far side of the desert.
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