Lyrics

Lost in my mind 3x 
I'm lost in it
Lost in my mind 3x
I'm lost in it
Lost in my mind,
these thoughts on my conscious (panned)
losin' myself in the process
thought I'd be fine,
the world be alright
that all that had changed would be offset
but I'm tryna find myself with my lonesome
runnin' outta health, bad decisions make me roll one
I could cry for help, but thats pity that I don't want
thats some pity that I don't want

all this shit got me fucked up
people in the streets and my momma lost a loved one
can't accept defeat, but it's feelin' like a good deal
wakin' up at 3, got vivid dreams I cant tell what's real,

ask me if I'm fine and I say maybe
but we gon' be alright listen to KD
feelin' like I'm goin' fuckin' crazy
like how everythin' been goin for me lately

Lost in my mind 3x
I'm lost in it
Lost in my mind 3x
I'm lost in it

I'm lost in my mind I'm loosin' it
delusions of time I'm loosin' it
what used to be mine I'm loosin' it
and I'm just so tired of this stupid shi

Imma stay anointed I'm not givin' in my soul now
scared of disappointing all em people in my hometown
melaleuca oil only thing that calm my pores down
I know I'm still young but in my head I'm old I'm no child
it's fine though, said I'll get all my paper in time though don't know what to do but to ride slow in my city,
up top, with my eyes low it look pretty, my God,
my I-phone got the same old songs,
my rhinestones gonna shine like stars
my life goin' past way too fast
I can't control it i might just crash

I'm so tired of bein' tired of bein' tired
like Lil Baby said
she fine to me, she fine to me, she fine
she ain,t my baby yet
I tried I said I tried I said I tried
but I'm still lazy shit
I'm fired up to do sum'n different
makin' art w no commission

I've been ridin' up the hills for too long
been refinin' all my skills, on my own
took a trip and now my consciousness is gone
like I'm uzi imma make my money longer

that's the only plan that I got now
those fake friends all of them locked out
lost count when I tally my losses
got my heart in a safe and it's locked down
conversations with god but not often
I'm sorry to momma I know that I promised
tryna get better but don't know the process
put in the work to prepare for the future I don't got an option

feel like a rock by the ocean
the water be shapin' my sound
family divide I'm the quotient
nobody be carryin' the crown
but I'll be up next on the throne quick
lemme just say it right now
Imma be up on the pulpit the way that I preach to the crowd

You better be listening I won't repeat this shit
went through the struggle now I'm out here eatin' rich
know what I want and I'll get it with certainty
you see the mob then you know that I'm leading it
came from me following all of the heathens
I realized that all of em fell down the road
work for my own 'cause I think like a hedonist
lost in my mind but I'm ready to go