Dust.
Old leather, rotting quietly away on the shelves. Dewey call numbers, painted on thickly in an antique hand, flaking away, into obscurity. A hint of movement. A ghost-gleam of mad eyes— turn, and it's gone. As you wander the silent stacks, the narrow aisles —walls packed with ill-fitting folios— crowd you closely. Low ceilings threaten your head. Metal floors, foil-thin, register every footstep in creaky complaint. Sweating steam pipes hiss—raw, exposed, dangerous, glorying in their unwonted freedom from encumbering walls. Welcome to the South Stacks. Here you will find no clean, well-lighted place, no user-friendly info-mart. All is different here. Vanished rivers carved these aisles, leaving behind a grand canyon; a stratigraphic record of old knowledge, kept more for history than content. This is not the library you know. This is a lost remnant of the antediluvian archive frequented by extinct arthropods of the Burgess Shale. Dinosaurs lumbered through these tomes. Scattered here and there might even be volumes the Stanfords perused, back in that brief flicker of pre-time prior to the Big Bang. Later, tectonic plates shifted, raising and depositing the micro-continent of Meyer Library over the bibliographic beds. The canyon-aisles became caves, dark, dank, dripping, for adventurous researchers to explore and spelunk, pursuing the odd fact, or virgin veins of literature eighty years out of print. Some never reemerge. You've heard the hushed rumors of the lost— the grey-haired recluses, scrawny, ragged, feral— eyes aflame with the madness of decayed, eccentric knowledge, barricaded behind rickety carrels in the far corners of the caverns. There, in their recesses, fortified within walls of fossilized journals, they hoard their crumbling quartos, uncataloged, rarer than scrolls from Alexandria, pre-dating the discarded card files, and glitzy databases. Listen! If you strain, very closely, you might hear echoes of crazed laughter over the hiss of the steam pipes. Beware! Don't let them catch you! Though hunger for learning stranded them here, they must also eat! Tread softly— step cautiously. Find your book. Go. Flee back to your safe techno-wonderland, your interactive CD-ROMs, your fragile, ethereal Net. The volumes here, young when your fathers' fathers were old, read your frivolity. They weigh you, find you wanting. Your kind is not safe in this place. Go, before their leaves begin to rustle, whispering to the recluses of your presence, drawing the wizened madmen about you like crows to carrion, to rend the shallow defiler limb from bloody limb as they cackle in glee. This is scholarship's last redoubt. Dilettantes are not safe here. Not here. Not in the South Stacks. |
South Stacks (B-0098 [B-50])
(
Poems from the Stanford Libraries: 9)
from
A Dancing Floor for Butterflies : poems,
1st ed.,
Dec. 1999.
An earlier version appeared in
SUL News Notes,
Vol. 5, no. 15,
Apr. 19, 1996.
1st web edition posted 2/11/2000.
Published by Fleabonnet Press.
©
1996-2000 by Brian Kunde.